retire in goa india

What do you guys think about me coming back to LA? I am discovering that many of you were right and my whimsical spontaneous ways has yet come back to bite me in the ass yet again. I didn't save enough money, I never learned how to speak Italian, I didn't have a single plan for what I was going to do for the one year visa that I obtained, I borrowed money from my friends and now I'm panicing that I can't repay it in a respectable month to month way due to ZERO income coming in, my boyfriend is huge prick who doesn't help but causes a lot of emotional baggage and headaches. I can't do this alone without some help. Now in the US, i can find an apartment, find a job, be able to purchase a cell phone under 3 hours, open my mouth and be…